Who Protects Us When We Silence Science?

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They fought outbreaks worldwide. Now they’re fighting for new lives.

Hundreds of infectious disease specialists have been let go by the Trump administration, with more coming.

This story is more than a tale of lost jobs — it’s a warning about what happens when science and public service are treated as expendable. The people who once stood on the front lines of Ebola, HIV, and COVID-19 are now sidelined, struggling to find purpose as the systems they built are dismantled.

What we see here is the human cost of political decisions that devalue expertise. The layoffs weren’t just about budgets — they erased decades of hard-won knowledge, networks, and rapid response capacity that could mean the difference between containing an outbreak or facing another global pandemic.

Yeah, these are the individuals that some people felt, why on earth do we need these government people. It’s a waste of time and money. Hold that thought.

The four individuals I’ll be talking about share their thoughts on what this disruption is doing not only to the United States but also to the world. This is their story.

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When the Sentinels Fall Silent: A Nation's Perilous Gamble

You need to understand something troubling that's happening right now, something that should keep you awake at night. While you go about your daily life—dropping your kids at school, commuting to work, planning your next vacation, the invisible shield that has protected you from the world's deadliest diseases is quietly collapsing.

The Trump administration released a global health strategy in September of 2025 that should alarm you. It lists outbreak prevention and response as its top priority, acknowledging what you might prefer not to think about: that an outbreak anywhere on this planet can rapidly become a threat in your neighborhood. The document reminds you that containing the Ebola outbreak in West Africa just a decade ago cost American taxpayers $5.4 billion globally and more than $70 million right here at home. These aren't just numbers on a page; this is your money, spent to keep your family safe from a virus that liquefies human organs. Yes, those darn invisible government people.

But here's what should honestly worry you: despite naming pandemic preparedness as a critical goal, the very same administration froze America's foreign aid [USAID] in January 2026, disrupting the programs designed to extinguish outbreaks before they reach your doorstep. Citing with their rubber stamp: "waste, fraud and abuse," they laid off thousands of scientists—many of whom dedicated their careers to preventing the next pandemic from reaching your community, your workplace, your home.

You might think this has been corrected. The administration restored some programs and rehired some scientists. In October of 2025, they even rescinded the layoffs of hundreds of infectious disease experts who were fired in error only a day earlier. You read that correctly, fired in error. These are the people who stand between you and the next global health catastrophe, and they were mistakenly dismissed.

Countless government workers remain on administrative leave, suspended in professional limbo, waiting to learn if their expertise will ever be utilized again to protect you and your loved ones. A Department of Health and Human Services spokesman insists they've "preserved the expertise necessary for pandemic preparedness" and remain committed to infectious disease research and surveillance. They claim to continue supporting this critical priority through ongoing monitoring, vaccine development, and partnerships. Do you see a contradiction here, or is it just me?

Yet you should be deeply concerned that experts in the field aren't buying these reassurances. Dr. Lorin Warnick, dean of Cornell's College of Veterinary Medicine, puts it bluntly: "The diseases aren't going away. The risks are even higher now." Let that sink in. While the protective infrastructure is being dismantled, the threats you face are intensifying.

Here are the stories of four scientists whose expertise has been sidelined, because their fates are intertwined with yours.

The Woman Who Could Have Saved You

Three years ago, you didn't know Sarah Paige's name, but she was working to keep you safe. At 51, Dr. Paige led a team at the U.S. Agency for International Development that helped contain an Ebola outbreak in Uganda. While you were living your life, she was preventing a deadly virus from spreading across borders and potentially reaching American soil.

Now she's jobless, a casualty of the agency's collapse. While Ebola spreads once again in the Democratic Republic of Congo—a disease that could eventually threaten you—Dr. Paige is freelancing for a for-profit company, reviewing research proposals. "I just wanted to do something and have meetings," she confided recently, "because in the afternoons I get so lonely."

You should know what you've lost in Dr. Paige. She studies the critical links between people, the environment, and diseases—the very connections that determine whether the next pandemic will devastate your community. Early in her career at Kibale National Park in Uganda, she witnessed something that changed her understanding of disease transmission: baboons breaking into people's kitchens, red colobus monkeys terrorizing children and dogs. She realized that diseases don't just jump from animals to people, they flow in both directions, creating a complex web of risk that most people never consider.

During her virtual job interview with U.S.A.I.D., officials unexpectedly asked her to turn on her camera. It was 9 p.m., and when her video clicked on, you would have seen mosquitoes and insects swirling around her headlamp. She was in the field, doing the work. They hired her on the spot.

In September 2022, while you were worrying about inflation or your child's grades, Dr. Paige was leading the agency's response to Ebola in Uganda, working urgently with other American agencies. Her colleague, Dr. Wilberforce Owembabazi Ndyanabo, said she excelled at "navigating the gymnastics" of rapidly mobilizing people and funds to stop an outbreak. Dr. Paige was protecting you, though you never knew her name. Yes, she was one of those darn invisible government people doing their job, for you.

But this dedication came at a devastating cost. Dr. Paige developed early-stage liver disease, high blood pressure, and shingles. She had to return home, her body breaking down from the stress of keeping you safe.

In January of 2026, she returned to U.S.A.I.D., convinced she would spend the rest of her career protecting Americans. But weeks later, the Trump administration began dismantling the agency. On July 1st, Dr. Paige's job—and the entire agency—dissolved. She still struggles with what she describes as "the abrupt demonization of everybody" who worked there, people who sacrificed their health to protect yours.

Her warning should chill you: the nation is now even less equipped to cope with a pandemic than it was before Covid-19. The next large outbreak is getting closer," she said. But with public health structures dismantled and vaccine hesitancy rising, "we're just not prepared."

Dr. Paige's husband, a chef, can support their family financially. But the sudden loss of her work, especially as Ebola rages on, where she could be helping, has plunged her into deep depression. She volunteers at an animal shelter and takes long walks with her dog, but she feels as if she's "walking through mud with dogs."

While you go about your comfortable life, a world-class expert who could protect you from the next Ebola outbreak is walking through mud, unable to use her expertise.

Your HIV Shield, Shattered

On a warm day in Atlanta, you’ll find Dr. Jonathan Mermin feeding five chickens in his backyard, collecting and washing their eggs, baking bread, and drying grapes as a snack for his wife. These were pleasant tasks, you might think. But they were jarringly different from what he was doing earlier: overseeing the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention's work to contain HIV and other sexually transmitted diseases.

You need to get a grip on what this means for you. In April of 2025, Dr. Mermin—known as Jono to friends and colleagues—was placed on administrative leave and reassigned to the Indian Health Service at age 60. He's still waiting to hear what he's supposed to work on. The division of HIV prevention, part of the center he directed, was dismantled, then restored, but the administration is once again preparing to shut it down.

Dr. Mermin’s warning should alarm, if not scare you: If Congress doesn't save the division, "we won't be able to detect outbreaks, and we won't be able to respond to them effectively, putting more people at risk for getting HIV."

That includes you. That includes your teenagers, your college-age children, your neighbors. HIV doesn't discriminate, and without proper surveillance and response systems, you won't know there's an outbreak until it's already spreading through your community.

Dr. Mermin has spent nearly his entire career at the CDC, staying on as a civilian after retiring in 2024 from the Commissioned Corps of the U.S. Public Health Service as a two-star rear admiral. During the first Trump administration, he was instrumental in shaping the strategy called Ending the HIV Epidemic, which was widely praised as a success. Adm. Brett Giroir, an assistant health secretary during that administration, confirmed Dr. Mermin was "not political in any sense." This wasn't about politics—this was about protecting you.

Under his leadership, new HIV infections in the nation dropped by 36 percent. Let that number resonate with you—36 percent fewer Americans infected with a chronic, life-altering disease. Resurgent sexually transmitted infections showed their first signs of plateauing nationwide. He directed health departments to spend their money where it would have the maximum impact for you and your family.

Greg Millett, who worked in the Obama White House's Office of National AIDS Policy, called Dr. Mermin's approach "very precise and scientific and logical" to make the most significant impact for the least money—your money, your tax dollars, working efficiently to protect you.

Now this expert is spending his days at home with his chickens and his misbehaving cat. The fate of the HIV division hangs in the balance, and he worries that lawmakers may not realize its importance. "What if no one cares?" he asked.

What if no one cares about protecting you?

The Veterinarian Who Understood Your Real Threat

You might not realize this, but three-quarters of emerging infectious diseases spread from animals. Bird flu. Ebola. The coronavirus that upended your entire life. These threats require scientists with more than medical degrees—they need experience with animals, a deep knowledge of diseases, and a deep understanding of public health.

Dr. Stéphie-Anne Dulièpre possessed all of these qualifications when she arrived at U.S.A.I.D. in October 2024. She was a licensed veterinarian, had worked at the Agriculture Department, and studied public health at Johns Hopkins University. She was precisely the kind of expert you need protecting you from the next zoonotic pandemic.

She lost her position only a few months later when U.S.A.I.D. was shuttered. "It's devastating," she said, "because I have barely scratched the surface of what I can do with all of my skills."

Dr. Dulièpre lived in Haiti until age 11, growing up alongside dogs, goats, and chickens. She brought home "insects upon insects" to study and could tame the most feral cat. Her deep connection to animals led her to study veterinary medicine at Cornell, even though only about 2 percent of veterinarians identify as Black. "The typical veterinarian is not a Black woman, let me just say that" she explained. "I had no one that I knew that took the path ahead of me."

She overcame these obstacles to becoming exactly the kind of expert you need. At U.S.A.I.D., her unique skills made her invaluable for projects on emerging zoonotic diseases—the very diseases most likely to cause your next pandemic. One project in Dong Nai Province, Vietnam, involved helping farmers care for captive wildlife. The team had to stay at a hostel with a tarantula living behind the toilet. Her supervisor, Stephanie Martz, was certain Dr. Dulièpre would back out when she heard about the spider.

"But she was like, 'No, sign me up, I'm going to go,'" Ms. Martz recalled. This is the kind of person who was protecting you, someone who would face down a tarantula to prevent the next outbreak.

Since U.S.A.I.D.'s collapse, Dr. Dulièpre has been working as a veterinarian to pay her bills and the $125,000 she still owes in student loans. "I'm still searching," she said, "looking around to see where else I can use these skills."

While you worry about your daily concerns, a uniquely qualified expert who could identify and stop the next pandemic at its source is searching for where she can use her skills to protect you.

The Vaccine Expert You'll Need Tomorrow

You might remember Operation Warp Speed, the project that gave you a Covid vaccine in record time during the first Trump administration. Dr. Emily Erbelding was one of its leaders at the National Institutes of Health. She helped ensure the clinical trials included your children, minority groups, people with HIV—that the vaccines would work for you and everyone in your family.

Her undoing may have begun during that very pandemic. The division she led also oversaw a grant to EcoHealth Alliance that became entangled in controversy over the coronavirus's origins. The grant was funded after peer review, and she canceled it when problems arose. Still, along with Dr. Anthony Fauci, she bore much of the blame. This may have led to her being ousted from the agency in April of 2025.

You should be worried about what happened next. Immediately after Trump took office in January, spreadsheets began arriving at the NIH. One executive order demanded that studies collecting gender identity information either drop that aspect or cease altogether. Then came orders to terminate diversity grants, awards to Columbia University and scientists in South Africa, and funding for foreign collaborators.

"It made me heartsick to look at the spreadsheets," Dr. Erbelding said. Employees were crying in her office or in the bathroom almost every day. "There's just a lot of idealism that's being crushed."

This is the woman who dedicated her career to protecting you. She became focused on infectious diseases during medical school at Indiana University. A fellowship at Johns Hopkins coincided with dual epidemics of HIV and syphilis in Baltimore. In 2010, she became deputy director of the NIH's AIDS division. She later led a division dealing with diseases that may cause pandemics, helping develop vaccines against them—vaccines you might desperately need someday.

Her warning should terrify you: If there's another pandemic, the thinned-out federal agencies might not be able to support another effort like Operation Warp Speed. "You're destroying something with these draconian cuts that took years to build," she said. "It can't be rebuilt as fast as it was taken down."

At 64, she's not ready to stop protecting you, but she may not have that choice. She rows in Baltimore three or four times a week when the weather cooperates, regularly competing in regattas and returning with bloody blisters on her hands. Focusing on her stroke "cleanses the mind really nicely," she said. "You can forget about all the ills of the world."

But you can't forget. You can't afford to forget that the experts who developed vaccines at unprecedented speed, who kept you safe from HIV, who stopped Ebola before it reached your shores, who understood how diseases jump from animals to humans—these sentinels are being systematically removed from their posts.

The diseases haven't gone away. The risks are higher now. And the people who stood between you and catastrophe are feeding chickens, walking through mud, searching for jobs, and trying to forget the ills of a world that desperately needs their expertise.

You should be very worried. No, you should be scared out of your mind!

What can we learn from this story? What's the takeaway?

If we’ve learned anything from the past few years, it’s that prevention is cheaper — and kinder — than crisis. Investing in science is not optional. It’s survival.

The voices of these four individuals, who once fought outbreaks across the globe, are now fighting to rebuild their own lives and identities. Their stories remind us that progress is fragile, and that every cut to science cuts into our future.

In short, we lose science every day.  

Well, there you go, my friends; that's life, I swear

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